121018	1050

Day before yesterday I rode 31.4 miles.
Whoopee!
Along the Silverado Trail.
Basically flat - I gained 530'.
Whoopee!
I crashed badly for the last couple miles.
Couldn't support my weight on my arms.
Altho my legs were fine.
I think.
I sort of blacked out loading the bikes.
Mumbled to Susan that I didn't know where I was.
She drove Les and I home.

Yesterday I was useless.
Today not so bad thus far.

I had wanted to ride 37 miles.
37 = 1/3 of 111.
Can I ride 111 miles?
On November 18th?
Or ever??

I want to be able to ride 111 miles at El Tour this year.
Suicide?